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Assalamualaikum wbt!

so, go-kart was 2 days ago. and I had so much fun. Would like to thanks Irfan Zaidi (MIZ) for organizing the event. I don't even know when was the last time I went for go-kart. Hehe :p 
I arrived at the Sepang Circuit around 9:15 & many of them were there already. The event began with recitation doa and briefing. We were divided into two groups, A & B.

Fortunately, MIZ and his brother were in my groups. I was so nervous haha cause it's been awhile, & I was a lil bit excited when Ahek and I were placed in the same group :p We practiced for 12 mins and thank God no accidents ok :p I drove too slow man, that everyone could actually over take me more than twice!! but then who cares, as long I am safe and I called myself  "pemandu berhemah" on tht day.

Then, we watched the other team. They were so fast!! but not as fast as MIZ and his brother. They were so good, nergh it's their game pun :> We took photos while waiting for them to finish. Later, we started to play again. Ahek kept with his mission to beat me heh. Then, this time I had to endure the pain of 2 accidents. It was tragic. Bruises all over my body & I had enough sleep that night ahh Alhamdulillah.

My first and the worst accident yesterday was when I hit Qibah's go-kart, I don't know who should be blamed because I was drifting & it was almost at the corner, and when the time I wanted to control my go-kart (I hope you get what I meant) then by that time Qibah's go-kart was in the wrong way, and I couldn't control my go-kart and our go-karts went BUMPPEEED! and ofc I was so scared with my go-kart that couldn't break and we hit the barrier. My hand hurt a lot because I had to control the stereng and it was so heavy with my highest speed at that time. Thank God no serious injury.

The faci(s) helped us with the go-karts and I continued my race. I drove with slow and steady because I didn't want any accident to happen again..but unfortunately, I was driving too slow and Ahek was driving too fast that he could over take me and padan muka cause his gokart was in a wrong way (just like what happened to Qibah) and I thought luck was my side because I could avoid his go-kart but at the same time I hit Miz's go-kart and made my go-kart turned to a wong way. :< I stucked at there with Shafikka. HAHAHA still blaming Ahek for that but it wasn't really his fault :p

Then, we had few minutes recess and I enjoyed watching how good group B could be! I am amazed because they were so fast yet no accidents. or is it, my group is so lame but I love them hehe x) Umar said "tak cool la sebab takde accident" and yes indeed. We took some photos while waiting for our turn to race for time qualification.

The time qualification was so good hehe, and of course Sarah Hannani still the last one man. I don't give a damn, who cares as long as I am not the last one ok thank God for that! and our last race was few minutes after everyone finished the time qualification. The losers group raced first rather than the fast racers in the another group. lol I thought Ahek was too fast like he said, he won :p yet he still in the same group as mine HAHAHAH stupid man. and, Azri was in my group as well!! Prove that I raced well than them ok^^

My last race was good enough, I didn't really speed but thank God I wasn't the last one hehe, made it to be on the 9th place out of 12 racers pfft. and, Ahek & Azri were too good that they could over take me twice. They even waved at me man they are so mean sigh. but major respect to Lela & Qibah that they raced so well, hehe they were only 4 girls anyway. They were speeding all the time and left me at the back. Over all, it was a good race. So proud with myself.

The other group raced so fast of course, and they were so good. Racing is so boys hehe. We ended the event with price giving ceremony. and took some group photos before we went home. I would like to thank, Irfan Zaidi & his family again for organizing the event, I had fun the whole time. The bruises over my body are priceless, and thank you to my lame group for having me as the slowest member ever, at least I didn't make you guys be at the bottom hehe. Would love to go for go-kart again in the future. In a nutshell, racing is so not my game. What a way to end my weekend, my last Sunday of November & November itself. Assalamualaikum, December. :)

Group photo after the event, hehe 


Salam. :-)




December 02, 2014 No comments
Assalamualaikum wbt.

Lately, I keep on thinking how ungrateful I have been, I tend to forget that He is the One who gave me everything.

Few nights ago, my friend told me something that made me realised something that I didn't see. It was a good one, of course. Then I started to think do my deeds all this time are enough?, I couldn't imagine how my life would be in the hereafter, and I cried. I had to say this, I am that type of girl who imagines and dreams over very beautiful life to happen, I couldn't stop saying about how my wedding would be and how my husband would treat me in the future.

For a second, I thought that I wasted so much time thinking over useless things. I wondered, where did I go wrong? I missed that feeling when I decided to change, in another word which is "hijrah". Diana Amir was the one who inspired me to be a better muslimah, still, Allah SWT was the one who gave the hidayah for me to change. It was a good one, I cried in my sujud and asked Allah SWT to forgive the sins that I made all this while. Hijrah was never an easy journey, I had to struggle to get closer to Allah or being left out in the family. I started my hijrah by wearing socks whenever I went out, and then I started to cover my aurah properly and it was hard, with the never-so-support from my family.

I asked Allah SWT to give me strength, I didn't want to be negligented with the beautiful dunya anymore. In the end, I slowly managed to istiqamah myself to cover my aurah properly Alhamdulillah. I put my faith in Him, and He helped me to ease my niat. I missed that feeling where I got to chance to taste the beautiful of iman. I never wanted to forget how I felt when I first hijrah. Unfortunately, I didn't really spend my time with Allah SWT when I enrolled to a boarding school. I knew and aware-d that my life wasn't this way.

Home was so much better, I always have time for al-Quran and now it was about how to manage time properly. I missed to cry in sujud that I wanted to say I missed Him, to be so close to Allah SWT. The worst part is, it only happened few times in asrama. I didn't blame myself that I was placed there. Maybe Allah SWT wanted to test me, and I failed, literally. I was to into studies and barely made time for al-Quran and few others ibadah that I always do when I wasn't in asrama yet. I realised something wasn't right, I tried to think why I changed and what made me changed? It wasn't a good alteration, a bad one ok.

I took the initiative to try again, back from the zero. Slowly got closer to Allah, and be nice to people around me. I didn't want to succeed without the barakah from Him. Then, if I didn't get good results, at least I know I tried my best. and I know Allah would give me something better in the future, in shaa Allah. and now, I would keep my momentum till my last breathe in shaa Allah. I didn't want to be far from Allah SWT anymore, to be closed with Him is easy, to taste the sweetness of being loved by Allah SWT something I rarely got.

I hope these few weeks of holidays would make me closer to Allah SWT. I miss going to agama classes with my family, not going to blame the fate that I am in boarding school. Agama classes every Thursdays and Tuesdays with ustazah helped me a lot to be a better daughter to my parents. It saddens me that I don't get those good times like that in my school. so many good things I left for something that I don't even sure if I can achieve it or not. I pray that my decision to move wasn't a bad idea, in fact a good one that Allah placed me over there.

Hijrah was so much fun, I am thankful with who am I today. Alhamdulillah. If Allah SWT didn't wake me up and gave the hidayah for me, most probably I would be the old me and I won't feel something that is beautiful and it was myself who could feel it and I didn't know how to express to others. SubhanAllah. It's been almost 2 years that I started to cover my aurah properly, and socks, handsocks are so my best friends now. And now, if syaitans do their job by whispering to my ears to not wear socks whenever I am going out even for awhile, I would think of my dad. I don't want myself be the reason why he has to be in neraka and not syurga. I want to be the daughter that will bring her parents to Jannah Firdaus. In shaa Allah :) and the best part of dakwah is always when people could accept what you said and they slowly to make a change for themselves. I am so proud of my mum and sister now, even though they didn't support me at all when I decided to change. Not saying they are not wearing hijab, they do it's just I hope you get what I meant tho. But wtv let's don't look at the past, they are making great alteration to be better, it feels good to see the effort from them to change. Alhamdulillah.

In the end, my hijrah would never be easy and I am thankful that Allah SWT gave the strength for me to istiqamah doing the good deeds. I deleted my Twitter account because of good reason. My friends came to me and asked why did I decide to delete them, and they even said I should have been rugi because I had so many followers and I laughed. Followers won't bring me anywhere. They could have followed me on Twitter if my tweets were only good enough but then no, my tweets were all lagha. I do miss having an account, I created a new one few weeks later then I got the feeling I shouldn't go back to something that I left. My life is so much better now without Twitter, I only have Instagram which will be deleted soon, in shaa Allah. or I would stop posting photos of me selfies hm haha. and I am here to share why I deleted my Twitter account, the reason was I didn't want Allah to ask me why I tweeted lagha yet I had so many followers. I didn't tweet something good and I am scared tbh, then I deleted my Twitter account without hesitancy at all. I had the niat to do so, it just I didn't know when was the right time for me to do that. I found the right time and moment, it was the first day of Ramadhan, with bismillahirahmanirahim and niat that Allah would keep me away from those lagha thing, I pressed the delete account or something similar saying to that haha. I do miss tweeting, but the desire for me to leave those lagha stuff way stronger than anything. MasyaAllah. I don't even care if people say I am kolot or whatever, I am scared of Allah SWT. I don't want to die with sins and left the world with full of ignorance. Alhamdulillah, slowly Allah has shown me the good sides of not having Twitter, maybe He doesn't want me to feel sad if people say I am so outdated, because He knows that I want to be closed to Him. so now it's just when will I stop posting photos of me selfie? I will one day because oh come on, I survived this Twitter thingy ok. Pray for me, dearest friends :-)

In a nutshell, I am blessed. and I forgot when was the last time I cried in sujud asking Allah for His forgiveness. Gotta use these holidays and manage my time wisely. I would balance my dunya and akhirah very well. It doesn't matter if I don't get the straight As and get a good job and have a beautiful family, because I could have them in Jannah or even something better later on. What matters most is, to always remember Allah SWT and does whatever He asks me to and leave what He forbids us from doing. In shaa Allah with the good niats that I have, Allah would make it easy for me. Allahuma Amin! :) I pray that my friends for endless success in dunya and akhirat as well. Let's be neighbours in Jannah.

p/s: Don't be offended about the Twitter part, it's just my opinions and I wanted to delete it so yea. You can tweet something that you want to, maybe just don't tweet something that would make you suffer in hereafter, you don't want Allah to ask you why you tweeted that and you are not able to answer it kan? It's up to you anyway. I am sorry if anyone of you are offended.

I hope a lil bit helps you to change, may He gives the hidayah in you. This would be the longest post I have ever write since my first post. Till we meet again. :-) X

November 20, 2014 No comments
Assalamualaikum wbt!

so today, I went out with my friends, good friends I meant :) it was fun hehe, went to KLCC by train. While waiting for our train to KLCC, I told Farah "mesti lawak kalau jumpa Mirza and Hairul" then train arrived. The funniest part was by the time the train opened itself, then TARAAAA! it was them right in front of us. HAHAHAHAH imagine that people. I couldn't stop laughing all the way to KLCC. and worst part of today, we got lost. WHAT ON EARTH we went to Avenue K.

it was hilarious yet so lucky that Mirza and Hairul were there to guard us so well. Alhamdulillah. After we realised we were in the wrong place then we had to walk to KLCC ehekz. Felt so secure with the boys ay not until they actually left me and Farah behind. We headed for Petrosains and Aini and Ainul were there already.

Didn't really enjoy because idek why maybe I've grown up and science doesn't seem so much interesting to me. YET WHY DID I GO THERE AGAIN? Hah. On the positive side, I had fun and it was a memorable one hiks! still find my idea going to Zoo Negara is the best, ahh my girls better cuti cepat!! ok then after we went to Petrosains, we had our lunch and I bumped into Sarah Najihah. What a small world it is. Allahuakbar.

Then, Mirza and Hairul wanted to watch movie, so let them be because Mockingjay only will be released on tomorrow!! Frustrated but wtv Farah and I went to Kino and went crazy in it. We bought few stuff. It was almost 2 I guess so we went for our Zuhur prayers and back with Farah and I being so into Garrets! it's been awhile so I bought for the lil soldiers at home. (: and the best part always when people belanja you kan? so Mirza belanja me something from Candylicious yay for his kindness.

it was almost 330 or less, so the girls wanted to take photos somewhere with KLCC as the background. We walked to the fountain and took photos lol Mirza did the ask-for-random-person to take photos of us, IT WAS AWKWARD. we went home around 4 at it was a hard goodbye for me and Farah. but anyone who saw us being so over acting, we are truly sorry! but that's just how Farah and I rule hiks! Safely arrived home around 5pm if I wasn't mistaken. so the day went well with them. So I gotta shut the day off now. Salam.


November 19, 2014 No comments
Bismillahirahmanirahim
Salam alayk my friends, so I am finally home!! Alhamdulillah. well that means I survived a year in TGB. Another a year to go. I can't believe yesterday was the last day of me being a form 4.

all I can say is, TGB a lil bit a part of my life now. I would thanks to everyone who deals with someone who is problematic like me throughout the year. in the other side, SAB still the best, of course. The day I enrolled in TGB, I never thought with whom I am going to end up clique with. lol it's been 255 days & I met so many people already. well I keep on complaining how bad my life in TGB, that made me missed the chances to create many good memories during my f4 days.

but then, I survived those sleepless nights. Those misunderstanding days with friends (which rarely happen in my life), depression of examinations, what's more? You name it. I have to say this, I miss maktab :< or maybe I miss those people whom I could go along with. Next year won't be the same. I will definitely miss my two brothers. Allah. Hope they are doing well for SPM, break a leg Aiman Syahmi & Qhamar the febelez :D

so many things happened within a month, those heartbroken days are counted as well ye. harhar I could laugh out loud to myself now for being over confident of not liking anyone in TGB & look now, I am stucked with someone with someone whom I never thought would end up make my heart beat so fast. ok so called cinta monyet but let it be. I am not into these love thing but I am so into imagining how my love story would be HAHA.

ok exam was idek how to express it but it went fine alhamdulillah. had to go through coffee nights just to get myself completely ready for upcoming papers. Hope I did great tho, In shaa Allah :) even if I don't, I don't have the reason to be angry with Allah SWT, maybe He wants me to work even harder. Add Maths was utter rubbish, I couldn't do well for it. Biology was okay as ever, blessed to have a great Bio teacher.

and EMC's 14/15 is part of my life now!! weehee we had to handle ECO which stands for English Community Outreach. IT WAS SO SO SO TIRING DAY! and I survived handling kids for 12 HOURS. I AM NOT JOKING. yet I had fun with them and the whole team. I reached that one point that I decided to only have 2 kids HAHAHA. ok wtv, glad to be back now ;) and I updated my ios8 for god sake finally, had to transfer those photos in laptop and left the ones that significant in my life in the phone. well I guess that's for now, :) X
November 14, 2014 No comments
Bismilahirahmanirahim.

Assalamualaikum wbt guys! 

First of all, I would like to wish Salam Aidiladha to all Muslims in the world. May He grants my prayer to perform Hajj one day, in shaa Allah amin.

I wasn't really in good mood these days, I don't even know why. And again, I blamed myself for everything that happened. I expected too much that led me to a disappointment. Where did I go wrong? Tonight was one of the dark days in my life. I am scared of losing someone that I loved sigh. A good friend of mine told me that I needed to be patient and controlled my emotions well. I guess I am a failure when it comes to that. 

What has gotten into me? Why do I always paranoid over little things? Pity yourself, Sarah. I don't even know who am I to them anymore, I just pray that I won't be forgotten hm. Ok stop I need to stay positive but, it didn't last long cause negativity thoughts won. I can't imagine how do I live without my senior, my abe ldp next year. His words and advises are one of the reasons why I am still in TGB. He made me realised something that I didn't see, and surely great to be reunited with him in here. Alhamdulillah. Wishing the best for you, abe! 😊

A sorry would make everything back to normal? I hope so. I tried my best and didn't want to end this way. They were there through my ups and downs. And that, a good friend of mine told me & opened my eyes to see a good side of why things happened. Thank you for always never let me down and be with me till you know I am okay! (you-know-who-you-are) How lucky I am to have you in my life, I know I can really, really rely on you, brother. Thank you again! 😊

Ya Allah, I couldn't ask more from You. I am thankful with everything you've given to me since I was born. I know everything happens for a reason, do show me why things turn up this way. Someone told me  that one day I will know why I was placed in TGB. Furthermore, he said, Allah's plans are always the best so have faith. Look like I have found a good imam in the making ay? I thank Allah SWT that you are my best friend ceh, I pray the best for you.

Till we meet again, In shaa Allah :) 

October 04, 2014 No comments
Assalamualaikum wbt,

so basically today is my best friend's birthday, you are finally sixteen today! Planned to visit SAB but I didn't because my health still not in a stable condition. Don't ask me why I don't wish you and stuff because I would love to be the last one to wish you (please say I am sweet) You've been a great best friend  sister I meant, to me and the others. I am thankful that I got to know you & 2011 where it all started. We got even closer when we were in form 2, if you still remember tho.

Someone like you deserve the best in life, thank you for always be one of the reasons why I shouldn't look back. I miss you, babe. I miss every single moments that we used to have, that stupid lame jokes I always make & you be the one who laughs even when they are not even funny? As days pass by in my school, I am grateful that I used to be in SAB. Thank you for being right beside me whenever I need someone to talk to, I don't deserve to have a good friend like you, really.

Life was so much better & amazing when I was in SAB with you and the girls of course. I hope my 2 years in TGB will pay off and I can't wait to finish eveything soon, so I can go back to where I belong. I won't find anyone else like you in the world, if there's one it won't be the same. Last year, was one of the best years in my life, you sat beside me. I thank you for everything you taught me throughout the year. You had to deal with someone who was not really good in Mathematics, but you taught me till I understood whatever things I didn't understand. A person like you is so rare and I only found one in TGB.

so, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHARIFAH KHADIJAH SYED HARMAN SHAH. May Allah bless you always & showers you with happiness and endless love. Best of luck in the future, you will always have my back in every thing you do. Thank you for everything and mostly, I thank Allah SWT for sending someone precious in my life and that's you. We will have more selfies together and will stay with each other till Jannah, In Shaa Allah. These few years knowing you have been so good. I won't regret getting to know you.

yet, I am thakful that you would love to stay with me even though you know the bad sides of me. Thank you kak Pah! From the first day we met ewah cam love story je, it never crossed my mind that I actually met my best friend! I miss those moments during form 3 days, we used to share our breads and you brought your cekodok for almost everyday. wait, cekodok or whatever it was called. I am sure you will be a successful person one day. Stay pretty & cute in every single thing you do. Still hope you don't forget me. I pray that I will see you as a bussinesswoman in upcoming years as you wished to be one! Love you, sister. <3

  
I am sorry for this pic but I think we look cute together. Hope you have a great one, sister! #throwback 


Hope it's good enough for you to feel the loved.
October 03, 2014 No comments
Assalamualaikum wbt,

Have you ever experienced that one-kind-feeling you get when you actually trust your good friends? I am now. When I got no one to put me up in TGB, Allah sent me these two young people with beautiful souls. I don't even know how it happened, all I realised was it just did. I'd never thought they would mean something to me. I didn't get so close to them until now, they obviously part of my life. If you guys read this (you know who you are), FOREVER NOT EASY for me being so sweet & nice, but here you go.

This is so weird because we just knew & met for the past few months but it seem we have known for so long ewah. I could say, that they are one of the reasons why I keep holding on, and to never give up. They are slightly one of my strengths to continue what I've started. I am grateful with what I have now, especially good friends around me who never fail to make me feel being accepted in a new huge family. Thank you for always be with me, throughout the rough times (lol is there even any?) Sometimes I wish we will have more family time together at school, yet I am still thankful that we actually have the strong family bond even when we don't see each other.

I am lucky enough for everything. Thank you for never give up with my annoyingness, whom I am sure you guys are. When someone asked me, how did we get so close? I couldn't answer the ques, I am still wondering how it happened tho. How? With everything that I have now, I won't regret of knowing you guys. Remember that we always have each other back & thank you for always put me up when I feel like there's no hope left for myself. I would love to see our friendship lasts till we grow older & when we have our own kids, we still have for each other

I might think that you guys were just good friends of mine but I was wrong. To be cared by my girls are normal, and of course they do. But when you guys care about me, it literally touched my heart. How can I not notice that some people are always there for me, but it's just me don't see it. I would cheerish every moments I have with you guys, and thank you for accepting me as a little sister. I pray that the both of you will get someone who can take care of you really well, because good people deserve good ones :)

They are more, and a lot to share but I am lazy now. Bed seems more sexier than the stories that I want to blog. Hope you enjoy and thank you for being such amazing friends. #togetherwestand
October 03, 2014 No comments
Bismillahirahmanirahim.
Assalamualaikum warahmatullah wihabaraktuh to my dearest friends, 

2014 has been good, I guess. I am about to end my honeymoon-year soon, and back to the reality of life, SPM 2015 candidate. The first time I knew I got accepted in TGB, I realised that I had to sacrifice to be far away from my family & my two golden years in SAB. I thought my life would be better but it didn't. At first, I hated & blamed myself why did I even decide to move? But a friend of mine told me that I am special and the chosen one, and Allah wanted me to be in there. Because there's must be the MAIN  REASON why I was placed in a good school.

The first SEM was literally absurd, I couldn't accept why I am in that school? Everything didn't seem right, and all I did was comparing my previous school with TGB, how foolish I could be back then. 2 weeks of school break was finally arrived & I had very good time with my loved ones. And, I vowed to myself that I am going to be even stronger in TGB, and everything just gonna be fine if I wanted it to be so. Another good guy friend of mine told me that I needed to look for something that would make me love TGB so I could spend my high school life with no regrets. 

Alhamdulillah, I found one. Second SEM being so well and it's good that I can make more friends and get to know my batch mates even more. I am thankful that Allah has sent me two good friends with nice souls to me, they literally one of the reasons why I shouldn't move. As days pass by, my life getting busier than ever, this seems unreal but it's the fact. I had to face the sleepless nights & those countless sleeps during school time. I need to do something for myself, I don't want to waste my 2 years in a good school, Allah has eased my way and everything is up to me now. If I want to make my life in TGB a memorable one, then I have to think positively & to never look back.

Whatever it is, past is past. I have about 40 days or less left to end my form 4 days. It's good that I am slowly accepting the fact why am I here, but still I can't see why I am here yet. I really need to put my faith in Allah SWT and do the best that I can, and let Allah SWT does His job. I don't ever want to feel regret of being in here, I know my life will be better. That's it. I have something that not everyone has it, I should grab the chances that I have in TGB and create good memories as many as I can in the future so when I grow older, I could say that my high school life was a good one, and something that money can't buy it.
October 02, 2014 No comments
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