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سارة هنناني

Assalamualaikum wbt! How's your sem break so far? Mine macam biasa lepak, tidur, makan, drama. I hope everyone is enjoying your hols as we are going to start our new sem in less than few weeks.

Never thought that my results would be so good since Business Studies is not my choice, not my line. I am doing something that I don't like (UPU went wrong), but I promised to my parents that I would give my best for this course. Salam UiTM came into my mail with good news. Alhamdulillah and I hope everyone passed with flying colours.

Special thanks to my teachers (lecturers; teachers sound lagi nice and lovely.) Ms KD yang ajar subject paling critical dalam 7 subjects yang ada kesemuanya, which is Introduction to Financial Accounting & Reporting (ACC106) Bukan nak cakap apa tapi subject ni la paling lemah dan perlu ditolong sedari awal lagi. Surprisingly I got an A+ for this subject, Alhamdulillah syukur. Sejak awal sem lagi dah pulun dah account ni, tak tahu terus tanya, buat latihan setiap hari, doa sungguh-sungguh mintak kat Allah supaya mudahkan account. Teringat lagi yang I menangis buat account sebab tak faham and complicated, ye la I don't even have any basic in account, I budak pure science.

Secondly, subject CTU yang diajar oleh Ustazah Farhana yang sangat comel. Yang ni pun subject parah sebab carry marks ya ampun sikit nau. Sikit yang kau memang target B/B+ je tapi Allah cakap A maka jadinya A untuk finals. Alhamdulillah lagi. To be honest, CTU was hard. Sempat la jugak termenung fikir jawapan, berangan masa depan, lepas tu gelabah tak habis jawab but I managed to finish everything on time. Lepas tu keluar hall dengan perasaan yang duka & sedih sebab tak puas hati dengan jawapan yang hanya setaraf budak PMR. (zaman I PMR so let it be) Walaupun dah baca banyak kali yet still tak boleh jawab, I redha je la with CTU. Whatever it is, syukur Alhamdulillah mungkin berkat selalu tanya soalan dalam kelas Ustazah, selalu paling over nak present kat depan, selalu paling acah dalam segalanya. Mungkin ada keberkatan di mana-mana.

Next subject would be ELC. Hah nak cakap subject ni paling favourite sebab English. Lepas tu dapat pulak Sir Farid, a very cool person I must say. I enjoy being in his class sebab terasa sangat relax and chill je for 2 hours. Mybe because I like English. Sir Farid is only 24 years old ok, gap tak jauh sangat so boleh la nak cakap I boleh melawak dengan Sir. But weh korang, ni serious talk, my sir is so cool, we even watched movie during his class. I expected an A- for ELC lol sebab A macam tinggi sangat but Alhamdulillah an A for my favourite subject. Since he is leaving Segamat, I wish you the best of luck in your studies sir! May Allah grant whatever you wish for aamiin. Thank you for everything.

Business Math pulak, subject ni second favourite I lepas ELC. At first ingat Business Math ni setaraf Add Maths so cuak dah la sebab I memang tak minat Add Maths. Tipu. Tak pandai Add Maths to be exact. Tapi bila dah belajar senang je sebenarnya hehe (berlagak la pulak) Madam Nini pun ajar relax je walaupun banyak cancel class tapi sempat je cover semua. Subject ni pun A+ Alhamdulillah. Soalan finals hari tu super easy..bukan nak berlagak tapi majoriti pun cakap senang. Ramai je keluar awal termasuklah saya. No more maths after this, gonna miss you.

MGT 162 ni crucial subject jugak actually tapi sebab I love to read maka mudahlah. Madam J is so good I tell you so sesiapa yang dapat Madam J lepas ni, awak tersangatlah untung. I love her style of teaching, padu, tepat, ringkas semuanya. Tak bosan pun duduk dalam kelas dia, kena rajin catat apa she bagitahu in class, then you are ready for your tests & finals In Shaa Allah. Tapi subject ni bonus jugak for myself, sebab Kak Meera jual ada this module to me. Module tu tersangatlah bagus that made it so easy for me Alhamdulillah. For management ni, I akan sentiasa ulang-ulang baca supaya tak lupa. Kalau free ke rasa bersalah tak belajar maka mgt yang dicari untuk memenuhi masa yang terluang. Serious talk, management paling senang nak score dan paling senang nak fail. Tapi kalau dah ada knowledge yang cukup, soalan susah macam mana pun boleh jawab punya. I target-ed an A- for this subject tapi Alhamdulillah A untuk subject membaca ini.

Last but no least, TMC which stands for Mandarin. Ni la the only subject yang memisahkan Sarah Hannani dengan 4 flat. So close yet so far :-( Kalau awak yang dapat Ainol Laoshi for your Mandarin Class, awak sangatlah untung dan patut bersyukur. Ingat lagi first kelas dengan laoshi, mengigil aku dibuatnya. Awal-awal je laoshi garang, lama-lama you'll feel the loved. Homework tu tkyah cerita memang berlambak la tapi semua tu akan nampak hasilnya akhir sem nanti. Waktu ada test ke quiz ke, hah time tu nampak ada sebab kenapa kena tulis 12 kali setiap perkataan lepas tu hantar every Sunday. I enjoy learning Mandarin, at first I thought it would be so hard but Alhamdulillah berkat kerajinan I untuk belajar ceh over je, saya mampu mengatasinya. Nak cerita yang subject ni I target B+ JE OK, sebab carry marks hancur tersasar jauh, 31/45 uolls. Tapi Allah tu Maha Besar, masih kategori A tapi adik A je la, A-. Tapi takpe anggap je takde rezeki. and I got an A for Civil Defence. Tak sia-sia I join kawad kaki ok.

so pointer first sem Sarah Hannani ialah 3.96. syukur, syukur Alhamdulillah. #enroutetoANC. Ni je first and last time tunjuk pointer, lepas ni agak-agak je la eh. 



DO YOU WANT TO KNOW HOW I STUDY?! 
Disebabkan I promised to myself yang I would share with everyone apa yang I buat throughout this one sem, so here you go. (Walaupun ramai je 4 flat tapi I nak share gak sebab who knows you can implement in your life as well, ni sekadar perkongsian je eh. Tak suka, tak puas hati tkpe)

1. Solat Dhuha
Ni perkara paling basic sebab sebagai student, kita mesti nak apa yang diajar oleh para guru mudah serap masuk semua. Dhuha tu kan kunci rezeki, sebab mungkin kita tak faham sekarang tapi percayalah mungkin Allah bagi faham few days before nak finals. Lepas tu yng I percaya rezeki Allah tak pernah putus-putus upon me ialah tests & quizzes sepanjang sem semua A. Jujur cakap, satu test je yang aku confident boleh dapat A which was Test 1 MAT. Yang lain semua tawakkal je tapi usaha dulu la yang pasti. Solat dhuha is so beautiful. Dalam maksud doa dhuha itself pun ada mention:

                            andai sukar maka permudahkanlah, andai jauh maka dekatkanlah

Everytime lepas solat dhuha, I would stress kan dekat part tu & mintak dekat Allah supaya apa yang susah nau nak faham, dipermudahkan. Apa yang tak faham maka Engkau fahamkan. Boleh je add whatever you want in your duas, mintak je. Allah Maha Mendengar, Dia pasti makbulkan. Maybe test tak gempak tapi who knows Allah bg time finals kan. Usually kalau class start at 10 sempat la I dhuha dulu before ke kelas, tapi kalau kelas habis at 12. Memang gelabah ye lari ke bilik untuk dhuha dulu sebab I believe yang solat dhuha ni bagi rezeki kepada kita. In shaa Allah. Dah baca ni mesti you guys be like; alah schedule kau tak pack cam aku boleh la cerita. Ye diploma ni lek sikit tapi kita ada alternative lain ok! ;)

2. Al-Waqiah
Sebenarnya I pun baru start baca Al-Waqiah lepas Subuh, ni pun lepas Dania Kamal Aryf (my junior in TGB) shared some tips apa dia buat waktu SPMRSM, she is now battling with SPM so do pray for her as well ok? She told me yang surah Al-Waqiah ni menghindarkan kita daripada kemiskinan. Dulu pernah la dengar pasal kelebihan surah al-Waqiah ni semua tapi manusia en masuk telinga kanan, keluar telinga kiri. Maka bermulanya, rutin baru dalam hidup Sarah Hannani; lepas Subuh je baca al-Waqiah. Ala setakat 2 helai je takdenya penat. Before I implemented this new lifestyle, I used to read al-Quran lepas Subuh sebabnya nak elakkan tidur lepas Subuh. Mula-mula tu parah la jugak tapi kena kuat ah lawan nafsu nak tidur so kalau Sarah Hannani tidur lepas Subuh maknanya dia terlalu mengantuk dan penat yang memang tak boleh ditolong. I pun manusia, pernah je terbabas Subuh apa semua. Conclusionnya, bacala al-Waqiah. Kalau tak nak baca lepas Subuh pun takpe, lepas Asar also can or anytime you want. Percayalah, in shaa Allah, dengan izin Allah, kita akan dapat kesenangan & kemewahan.

3. Tidur awal
I tak pernah stay up langsung untuk belajar. ye ulang sekali lagi, TAK PERNAH STAY UP ye. Saje nak acah sampai highlights warna merah. Sepanjang satu sem ni, memang tak pernah la stay up nak belajar, kalau stay up pun buat assignment. Kita memang kena study hard tapi tak payah la sampai stay up 3-4 pagi, so tidur awal. I ni sejenis yang around 11 je dah kena tidur so by 11 I'll make sure yang my phone dah habis battery supaya bagi dia rest (kesiankan phone awak-awak semua, seharian berkhidmat, dia juga memerlukan rehat) At first memang susah tapi lek je, lama-lama biasa la. Tidur awal then bangun la around 5:30 ke. Dah solat Subuh, baca al-Quran then study la sikit pagi tu. Setakat 10 minit baca tak ruginya. Then siap-siap la anda semua ke kelas. Tapi time finals hari tu tetiba pulak Sarah Hannani boleh bangun pagi around 4, jangan bangun sendiri, bangun dengan kakak roommate ok? Rutin ini dilakukan bersama Kak Meera tercinta, peneman ambik wudu' pada pukul 4 pagi. Sebelum belajar, solat tahajjud dulu. In shaa Allah apa yang kita belajar mudah ingat. Cukup tidur berserta udara di Segamat yang menyegarkan maka anda dapat belajar dengan tenang dan aman. Best part ialah apa yang diajar oleh para guru, kita akan senang faham sebab kita dah dapat rest yang secukupnya so badan tak penat.

4. Doa sebelum belajar
I don't know how was your school punya style, but mine, we were taught to recite prayers before teachers proceed with their teachings. Until now, I bawak habit tu. Before my lecturers memulakan sesi kuliah, ceh kuliah kau. I would baca surah al-insyirah. Time baca doa tu mintak sungguh-sungguh kat Allah, permudahkan segala yang susah & fahamkan apa yang tak faham. Niat dalam hati waktu ayat ke-5 dan ke-6;



5) Oleh itu, maka (tetapkanlah kepercayaanmu) sesungguhnya tiap-tiap kesukaran disertai kemudahan

6) Bahawa sesungguhnya tiap-tiap kesukaran disertai kemudahan

If nak baca doa belajar pun ok je actually tapi I lagi prefer baca al-Insyirah sebab it is one of my fav surahs. Lepastu dalam kelas focus, sebab apa yang guru kita ajar, benda tu yang akan keluar exam. Catat je apa yng guru-guru cakap, sebab kalau lupa, at least dah ada notes so takde nak gelabah kahkah. In shaa Allah, niat yang baik dan betul, Allah pasti permudahkan so don't worry. ;)

5. Berjaya sama-sama (ni saje je nak add, ni hanya opinion saya je)

Yang ni penting ye, kita nak berjaya jangan sorang-sorang. Heret kawan sekali so nanti bila dapat results semua happy go lucky je. I'm tht type yang tak lokek ilmu, kalau orang tak faham I suka tolong, I love to teach. Tapi dah kalau aku tanya ok tak, tapi cakap ok hakikatnya takpun, sis tak boleh tolong ah. Tak nampak bodoh pun kalau bertanya, in fact, aku ni paling banyak bertanya lagi-lagi account. Mati classmates aku nak jawab HHAHAH sorry guys! Conclusionnya, janganlah tinggal kawan, berjaya kena sama-sama nanti awak sorang je pointer tinggi melambung, kau nak celebrate dengan siapa?! Loner betul.

The idioms "Experience is the best teacher" suits me a lot, as I learned a lot from my past. TGB taught me a lot, tak kira la dalam study ke, belajar ke semuanya senang cakap tapi mainly study. Kalau tak masuk TGB, tak tahu mcam mana sistem pointer ni fungsi, mesti first sem ni main-main punya. Back in MRSM days, I was never a scorer, 3.5 pun tak lepas ok. so when I came to Segamat, the first thing I told myself was; "Aku takkan ulang lagi apa yang aku buat silap dulu dekat TGB." and Alhamdulillah, rezeki is on my side this time. Sebenarnya tak ada jalan mudah pun nak berjaya, semuanya kena usaha and istiqamah belajar. Ainol Laoshi once said in class; "Kalau nak berjaya kena istiqamah belajar", Mind set pun penting gak, I don't like business tapi I fikir positive je, walaupun susah mana pun topic tu, kita cool je. Kalau rasa susah maka susahlah, kalau fikir senang, senang la. #staypositive.

OK JANJI YANG INI LAST,

I would like to say thank you especially to my kakak roommates, Kak Ameera yang dah banyak tolong I dalam account, dia ni course Banking sebab takde rezeki nak buat Accountancy. Maka ditakdirkan kami untuk satu bilik, dan diturunkan segala ilmu perakaunan waktu zaman sekolah kepada Sarah Hannani yang totally zero dalam account. Kak Meer la tempat I bertanya berbagai soalan yang rumit, ni first sifu I. Sungguh, she's so nice. Semoga segalanya dipermudahkan untuk Kak Meer sebab dah banyak tolong Sarah yang gedik mengada ni. Semoga Allah makbulkan whatever you wish in life In shaa Allah aamiin. Next, Kak Jiha yang banyak tolong I dalam MAT. Kertas-kertas tu semua amat berguna dan sangat memudahkan segala sesi latihan MAT Sarah Hannani. My prayers are always with you, semoga dipermudahkan segalanya, dapat pointer yang hebat setimpal dengan usaha Kak Jiha. and Kak Kinah, I love you. I'm glad that I met you. Stay cool as always. Terima kasih sebab sudi layan kerenah mengada Sarah Hannani. May Allah ease everything for you Kak Kinah, lagi-lagi bab jodoh #eh.

To my close friends, Razuin Roweena, thank you babe for staying by my side since first day lagi. I promise weh in shaa Allah kita ANC together, to another four semesters! Moga tak mati nak layan cerita I, dengan keranah aku yang annoying dan kuat gelabah ni. Congratulations for your results. I am so proud of you. Memain pun, layan boyfriend pun still result gempak bak hang. Awak memang genius ke apa. Lepas ni second sem punya study week nak pergi mana eh? 

Hanisah Norazam, even though kita baru je rapat but you are a nice person. I love being around with you as you always layankan je si Sarah Hannani. Congrats to you too for getting good results! Your results are good enough despite your course yang susah. In shaa Allah next sem lagi gempak punya aamiin. Next sem punya study week nak pergi mana eh? HAHAH TAK SIA-SIA WEH KITA TAK BALIK STUDY WEEK (+Weena)

Okay sifu-sifu, mentor-mentor account yang seterusnya, Azua Mr Pres KASWARA & rakan baiknya Hairee Fitri, yang banyak membantu saya dalam account. Sangat-sangat terhutang budi. Ingat lagi malam tu study kat PTDI, they told us (Weena & I) to get an A+  for account, but we told them, "Susah do. Dapat B+ je pun aku bersyukur" Weena and I even targeted pass je for account hahaha. well I guess they knw how we worked hard for account, so yeap ACC106 A+. Alhamdulillah. Serious talk, kalau tkde dorang ni hancur gak la account. Semoga Allah permudahakan segala urusan for you guys in shaa Allah.

Tahniah diucapkan kepada seluruh warga UiTM yang berjaya mendapat keputusan yang cemerlang, awak dapat 3 pointer pun dah cukup bagus dan pandai. Tapi sejujurnya, what I got today, semua rezeki Allah. Mungkin ye usaha gigih saya jugak, tapi tetap rezeki daripada Allah. Alhamdulillah. Saya masih lagi part 1, mungkin some of you akan cakap ala awal-awal boleh ah cakap senang but yknw Sir Farid once told me; "You have to score for your first sem as it gets harder later on." 

Akhirnya, doakan Sarah Hannani agar istiqamah dan diberikan kemudahan dalam pelajaran. Jauh lagi perjalanan I nak grad diploma ni :p Thanks for spending your time to read my entry. Semoga Allah memudahkan segala urusan awak-awak semua yang masih belajar in shaa Allah aamiin.
November 16, 2016 8 comments
Assalamualaikum wbt! so how's everyone doing? I'm doing fine and I'm in KL since it's mid sem break. and, without realizing, my first sem is about to say goodbye in less than few weeks. I don't even feel that I'm sitting for finals in few weeks time, how time flies. Basically, my time was packed with kawad, induction, quizes, tests & other events. However, tonight I would love to share my kawad experience, how I decided to join, what made me wanting to join kawad. so here you go, enjoy!

I joined JPAM's Kawad Kaki Team for Karnival PERKAD that was held few weeks ago, actually I was volunteering myself tho. Honestly, I didn't know how to kawad. Dulu zaman sekolah, if possible nak lari from kawad kaki ni semua, lagi-lagi waktu kat SAB dulu. Jangan cerita la how I gave stupid excuses sebab tak nak join kawad, I even changed my curriculum. Nevertheless, my dad once told me that I needed to experience these kind of stuff since I never had one :p

I still remember our very first training, it was on a fine evening. We had so called ice-breaking, it was conducted by two amazing commanders, Komander Khairol and lovely Komander Syamira. As time passed by, the bond among us grew. and until now, I never regreted of joining kawad. In fact, I gained a lot and it was indeed very amazing experience, something that even money couldn't buy.

What I learnt from this kawad kaki stuff, it wasn't just about discipline, it was more than that. For example, relationship among us team mates grow stronger each day. Everyone knows kawad is all about how the team needs to work together, each and everyone in the team has their own roles, and girls, we did it very well. oh and since our komander was the only guy, so let's just count him as a girl as well, boleh tak? HAHAHAH :p I never thought that I would enjoy every moment I had during kawad. Of course there was time I felt like quitting kawad because the pressure was too much, and not to forget when komanders told us there would be training tonight, this evening, bagi tahu last minute pulak, sumpah serabut sebab I had to reschedule my activities during that time. That was time I learnt how to manage my time properly, when to study, when to revise, when to rest. I guess it was a good thing since I wasn't procrastinating and I managed to balance my studies and kawad Alhamdulillah. Since this post mainly about kawad, I would be posting how contented I felt about my test results on my next post, my results weren't that bad tho, ada harapan 4.00 flat untuk first sem ceh. In shaa Allah aamiin.

few last days of training.

Alhamdulillah, our hard work really paid off. We won the first place for Kawad Kaki. I didn't expect that we would end up being a champion, but I believe it was our rezeki. Allah tahu how we worked for it, siang malam pagi petang kawad. We even tak balik for a month because kawad, and I must say it was totally worth it. Moreover, we managed to prove to everyone who looked down on us, that we deserved it, Let's keep it humble, there were other teams who did better than us, especially SUKSIS. Frankly speaking, I was so impressed with their performance, they did so well, still can't believe how we could end up being first AHAHAHA, tapi, like as I said before, maybe ni rezeki menang sebab usaha gigih semua orang.

 
JUARA KAWAD KAKI KARNIVAL PERKAD 2016

Apart from that, somehow I felt my life was incomplete because there was no more message sounded like these; "Malam ni kawad pukul 8:00. Jangan lambat", "Perhatian. Malam ni kawad. Kehadiran wajib" and no more spamming in group asking everyone to hurry up. It was really good that I got my life back, but, to be honest I miss those night training & torture. :( eh tipu je yang part torture tu.

Lastly, to my team mates, Fathiah, Wolf, Arissa, Aifa, Umi, Qilah, Nisah gedik, Ariefah, Big boss, Atikah, Raja, Nureen, Naziehehe, Miera Kasmira eeh gurau je, Alya, Hanis (My hanger is with you, tkpe keep it sebagai kenangan I tumpang iron tudung kat bilik), Tsara, Nissa, Imani, Husna, Yusra, Sarah, Sara, Bazlin, Su, and Ain, thanks for the beautiful memories until we even became as the best platun. Terima kasih juga sebab ajar kita kawad semua, thank you jugak for tolerating with my annoyingness, loudness, gedikness throughout our journey together. I wish you guys the best of luck and may our another two sems together would be filled with many beautiful and good memories In shaa Allah.

 
 
few days before PERKAD. 

with the team during dinner.

one with my Ketua Kompeni JPAM. (posting this because I look so beautiful HAHAHAH)

Candid photo simply the best.

Wolf & Big boss are definitely my favs, just because they are funny. Not to forget their pantun during kawad, they never failed to make me laugh kahkah,


ANDDD LASTLY, Tempat Ke-2 Keseluruhan Karnival PERKAD 2016:

antara kenangan manis zaman part one. Congrats to us all. Alhamdulillah.






September 10, 2016 No comments

Assalamualaikum wbt, it's been awhile since the last time I updated my blog. Life in Segamat has been so nice & lovely Alhamdulillah, I think I've never mentioned that I'm in UiTM Johor, doing Diploma of Business Studies there. Those who are close to me, would know what I actually wanted, and aware that this is not what I want, never thought of venturing into this course but I promised to myself that I would give my best for it In Shaa Allah.

What does it feel to study something that I don't like? I kept on blaming my SPM results, how bad it was, cursing myself for no reasons when I first knew I got into this course. I cried a lot that day. OK maybe you don't feel me, guys, imagine, you are going to study how to calculate again, which you never liked Mathematics, well ok la, I love to count, but only the easy ones ok. yknw Allah SWT is so fair, that He really makes it easy for me, Alhamdulillah. Didn't know that I'm actually good in Add Maths, and have the ability to teach my friends. aduh, berlagak pulak 

no, I'm not being cocky. indeed yes Alhamdulillah I could cope with the subjects very well, not that well but 75% I must say. I'm still hoping that I would get into Law or TESL. oh and for your information, my SPM results wasn't that bad, it was good enough with all my hard work actually paid off blergh. I keep on wondering why I got the tenth choice, as in why Business Studies?! It's been almost a month in Segamat, and I'm glad that I know how to manage my time very well. Thank you, MRSM Tun Ghafar Baba for teaching me about life, mostly. So many things that my previous school taught me, that I really want to be a better person in Segamat In shaa Allah. 

Maybe Allah has better plans for me, that He put me in this course. well, at least I got the chance to continue studies, so I better be thankful for it. Deep inside my heart, I really want to study law so bad, it's not that I want to be a lawyer, because I think this course offers a lot of better jobs with good salary. Not saying that Business Studies don't offer good jobs or whatsoever, but man, I think I don't have what it takes to be a businesswoman, haha macam la in Business Studies boleh jadi businesswoman ok I'm judging myself. I haven't fully google about what a student of Business Studies can be after she graduates, is there any jobs related to English? um, is it possible? well, I think I need to google about it noow, 


since tomorrow is Raya, I would like to take this oppurtunity to wish everyone, Selamat Hari Raya AidilFitri Maaf Zahir & Batin. I am sorry for any misdeeds that I did directly or indirectly to you. May you have a great Lebaran this year and enjoy every tiny little moment with your loved ones. Stay safe & take care! :) X







July 05, 2016 No comments
Assalamualaikum wbt everyone, syukur Alhamdulillah for my SPM results. I might not obtain straight As, yet I am grateful with what I got recently. I expected better nevertheless Allah knows better, so I gotta redha & accept it. I'd be lying if I say that I wasn't even upset & devastated. It was a though day I must say. It took me for awhile to finally move on & accept what Allah had written for me.

SPM may not be everything, it is the beginning in our journey of discovery so let's #staypositive. Allah is the best planner, maybe He wants to give you something better in the future in shaa Allah. Tipu la cakap tak sedih sebab I gave all my best for it, tapi sayang maybe rezeki saya bukan time SPM. Allah knows how I worked hard for SPM, how I struggled, how I studied, how I was into it, hence He gave what He thinks the best for me. 

Somehow, I just realised that we can't always get what we want in life, regardless of how much effort we put into SPM, if He says no it means no. Allah tu Maha Adil, He knows whats the best for us. Mungkin Dia tak tunjuk sekarang, mungkin nanti bila dekat university we'll get 4 flat kan? so #staypositive. The truth is, I am still sad, I wonder where did I go wrong and stuff I mean like, I studied ok duh. Whatever it is, past is past. Life goes on. :)

so guys, have you decided what course would you take in the future? I have decided mine, and I pray that I'll get into that course. Wish you guys the best of luck for interviews, applying scholarships, in whatever you guys do senang cerita. I would like to take this opportunity to congratulate everyone for your results, SPM 2015 wasn't easy ok, Allah give whats the best for us, He knows better. To ACE33, thank you for the amazing memories, you guys mean a lot to me and of course don't you dare to forget me hehe. Bear in mind that SPM is not the end, we can do better in the future in shaa Allah.
March 08, 2016 1 comments
Assalamualaikum wbt, it's been awhile since the last time I updated my blog. So, how's everyone doing? I hope everyone is doing fine in shaa Allah :)

Rifaie is a place where I learn agama with my family, and I was sent to Rifaie last month to follow a course there, it was lovely. Alhamdulillah I got to learn a lot of new things, and we were not allowed to use phone anyway. I survived because I had my MP3 with me so it was not a big deal for them to keep my phone. 


I gained a lot of new things about Islam since I am not really exposed to this kind of stuff. I enjoyed every moment we had at Rifaie, from the very start where I met my other half who is half human (she's crazy I tell you, but I love her) who is Wan Nur Afrina. I hope you are doing good in Egypt. Words can't describe how I really miss you and Kak Aisyah. I never thought that I would be so diligent in jotting down whatever Ustaz(s) said in classes. From super boring Fiqh class with Ustaz Zakwan till the ever so sleepy Bahasa Arab class with Ustaz Salman. I found Bahasa Arab was fun not until it got harder and even harder but ehey I miss learning those "
هو, هما, هم" There was a night where we got home around 12am because everyone had to memorize every each of it. Oh well, Alhamdulillah I passed. #kereknya 

Those days when we had our mengaji session with Ustaz Azizi were still vivid in my mind. I miss how gelabah I used to be in front of him, I miss how Pino and I were so into memorizing those beautiful surah(s) and I still remember when we got scolded by Ustaz Azizi because we were busy listening over how Kak Wafa finally converted into a Muslim. Oh and not to forget we ate in talam, it was an amazing experience though since it was not my first time eating in talam. To think of it, I am grateful that I could adapt myself easily there. I was not born from a wealthy family, but I am blessed with everything that I know that maybe not everyone can get and own what I have. #syukurselalu

Pino went home early (forever hate her because she left me alone, like come on dude, no one gonna layan my stories anymore) while Nuha went to Egypt earlier than them with her unfailing faith. However, Auni Firzanah and I got even closer after that since there were few girls left at Rifaie. I loved how I was surrounded that time, with good vibes and never ending knowledge about Islam. I would never forget Ustaz Nik because he was from Kelantan and I couldn't understand well what he said in class, oh well I needed a translator :p One of the best memories with Rifaie kids were when Maal Hijrah. We didn't have class but we were asked to memorize kitab Mukhtasar Abdullah Al-Harari at the park. It was fun because I enjoyed the view of trees there, since we were not allowed to go out from Rifaie, so I got a little bit jakun to see the world. 


and now, everything were just memories and history. Those kids left for Egypt 2 weeks ago, and I do miss them a lot. Somehow I think that we are not going to be close with each other again like how we used to. They are having their own life there and the least I can do is to pray the best for them in shaa Allah. I am not trying to be dramatic or looking so pathetic but it's the truth isn't? People come and go, and not everyone wants you in their life tho. They are a lot of ways to show how much you need that one person in life, not by making promises saying that you won't forget that one person because, promises were made to be broken. I have been there before and I know how it feels to be left. With that, I learnt how to appreciate those who always there with me, to love them, thanks Allah for beautiful friendships even though your friends are annoying and just getting on your nerves, in the end they are humans who will bright up your life. Lastly, it's not about old or new friends, the thing is, if we want that one person in our life, we won't leave him/her behind, so we will always keep in touch with them. As for me, I always pray to Allah to guide my friends and I to the right path and reunite us again in Jannatul Firdaus. Sorry if I am wrong but I am just telling what's in my mind right now. Take it positively and think again how you treat your friends all these while, is it a good one or vice-versa. May Allah place us all in Jannah in shaa Allah #self-reflection
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