Bismilahirahmanirahim.

Assalamualaikum wbt,

so basically today is my best friend's birthday, you are finally sixteen today! Planned to visit SAB but I didn't because my health still not in a stable condition. Don't ask me why I don't wish you and stuff because I would love to be the last one to wish you (please say I am sweet) You've been a great best friend  sister I meant, to me and the others. I am thankful that I got to know you & 2011 where it all started. We got even closer when we were in form 2, if you still remember tho.

Someone like you deserve the best in life, thank you for always be one of the reasons why I shouldn't look back. I miss you, babe. I miss every single moments that we used to have, that stupid lame jokes I always make & you be the one who laughs even when they are not even funny? As days pass by in my school, I am grateful that I used to be in SAB. Thank you for being right beside me whenever I need someone to talk to, I don't deserve to have a good friend like you, really.

Life was so much better & amazing when I was in SAB with you and the girls of course. I hope my 2 years in TGB will pay off and I can't wait to finish eveything soon, so I can go back to where I belong. I won't find anyone else like you in the world, if there's one it won't be the same. Last year, was one of the best years in my life, you sat beside me. I thank you for everything you taught me throughout the year. You had to deal with someone who was not really good in Mathematics, but you taught me till I understood whatever things I didn't understand. A person like you is so rare and I only found one in TGB.

so, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHARIFAH KHADIJAH SYED HARMAN SHAH. May Allah bless you always & showers you with happiness and endless love. Best of luck in the future, you will always have my back in every thing you do. Thank you for everything and mostly, I thank Allah SWT for sending someone precious in my life and that's you. We will have more selfies together and will stay with each other till Jannah, In Shaa Allah. These few years knowing you have been so good. I won't regret getting to know you.

yet, I am thakful that you would love to stay with me even though you know the bad sides of me. Thank you kak Pah! From the first day we met ewah cam love story je, it never crossed my mind that I actually met my best friend! I miss those moments during form 3 days, we used to share our breads and you brought your cekodok for almost everyday. wait, cekodok or whatever it was called. I am sure you will be a successful person one day. Stay pretty & cute in every single thing you do. Still hope you don't forget me. I pray that I will see you as a bussinesswoman in upcoming years as you wished to be one! Love you, sister. <3



Hope it's good enough for you to feel the loved.

Assalamualaikum wbt,

Bismillahirahmanirahim.
Assalamualaikum warahmatullah wihabaraktuh to my dearest friends, 

2014 has been good, I guess. I am about to end my honeymoon-year soon, and back to the reality of life, SPM 2015 candidate. The first time I knew I got accepted in TGB, I realised that I had to sacrifice to be far away from my family & my two golden years in SAB. I thought my life would be better but it didn't. At first, I hated & blamed myself why did I even decide to move? But a friend of mine told me that I am special and the chosen one, and Allah wanted me to be in there. Because there's must be the MAIN  REASON why I was placed in a good school.

The first SEM was literally absurd, I couldn't accept why I am in that school? Everything didn't seem right, and all I did was comparing my previous school with TGB, how foolish I could be back then. 2 weeks of school break was finally arrived & I had very good time with my loved ones. And, I vowed to myself that I am going to be even stronger in TGB, and everything just gonna be fine if I wanted it to be so. Another good guy friend of mine told me that I needed to look for something that would make me love TGB so I could spend my high school life with no regrets. 

Alhamdulillah, I found one. Second SEM being so well and it's good that I can make more friends and get to know my batch mates even more. I am thankful that Allah has sent me two good friends with nice souls to me, they literally one of the reasons why I shouldn't move. As days pass by, my life getting busier than ever, this seems unreal but it's the fact. I had to face the sleepless nights & those countless sleeps during school time. I need to do something for myself, I don't want to waste my 2 years in a good school, Allah has eased my way and everything is up to me now. If I want to make my life in TGB a memorable one, then I have to think positively & to never look back.

Whatever it is, past is past. I have about 40 days or less left to end my form 4 days. It's good that I am slowly accepting the fact why am I here, but still I can't see why I am here yet. I really need to put my faith in Allah SWT and do the best that I can, and let Allah SWT does His job. I don't ever want to feel regret of being in here, I know my life will be better. That's it. I have something that not everyone has it, I should grab the chances that I have in TGB and create good memories as many as I can in the future so when I grow older, I could say that my high school life was a good one, and something that money can't buy it.